Sunday, April 6, 2014

Letter From Sister Tiffany Johnson March 31, 2014

     Sometimes we get spiritual impressions or promptings and you wonder why? That is the tricky thing about the spirit, most of the time you don't know the why. You begin to question them whether it was the spirit or just yourself. So it becomes a test of faith in a way. Are you going to follow the spiritual promptings you receive or not. Well this week I believe I was tested in that way. I received an impression to learn how to say "I am a missionary from the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints." Before I had just been learning funny sayings. But I felt I should know how to say this phrase. First I questioned whether it was a prompting by the spirit or just myself. Than I figured well the why must be because I run into so many Spanish speakers every day. But I thought there is no point in learning the one sentence because than they think that I can speak Spanish and I can't. But the feeling didn't go away so I asked the Spanish elders to teach me the phrase and force me to practice saying it. 
    I mastered saying it Tuesday, when Thursday rolled around I still had not used my phrase and thought yep I guess I just learned this for fun. I was on exchanges now and an appointment we had fell through. So we went tracking through the trailer park. After the third trailer we came up to a trailer that had a little 3 year old Hispanic girl outside of it playing in the dirt. I called out to her by saying " Hi" she didn't respond so I tried again "Hi, how are you?" She didn't even move or look at me. It was really odd. But than I felt the feeling to speak Spanish to her. Feeling a little sheepish I called out "Hola, Como estas?" She looked up and said "Bien Gracias" I than felt like I should say my new learned phrase. "Soy una missionara de la iglesia de Jesucristo de los Santos de los Ultimos Dias". The girl smiled and I felt like I should than ask "Hablo English?" She smiled again and said "Si". Speaking now in English we asked her if we could talk to her mom. Excited she ran inside and told her mom to come and talk to us. The mothers listened to us as we briefly bore our testimonies of the restoration. She said she would like for us to come back and teach her more. It felt amazing to be able to feel the spirit so strong and be proud that I had followed the promptings I had received. 

    The hardest part though is we went for our return appointment with this family and they didn't answer the door. When we had originally visited with her we brought a young women from the ward with us. She was impressed by our spiritual experience. She asked about the return appointment and was sad to hear the out come. Looking at this young girl, I thought man this makes our spiritual experience look bad because it doesn't seem to have the best outcome. However, I was quickly reminded that that isn't true. This was a spiritual experience because I was asked to do something and I did it. The lady we spoke to felt the spirit and had her agency to choose for herself what she was to do. My companion and I will be blessed for following the spirit even though it didn't turn out the way we would have hoped. But I know we planted a seed in that young ladies heart, we also showed our Father in Heaven that we are willing to follow what ever promptings we receive. Now he knows he can trust us and give us more spiritual promptings.  I have learned to enjoy not knowing the why behind the feelings I get. It motivates me to continue working hard and doing my best. The work we do is unpredictable and because of that I know that it is Gods work. I just get to be apart of it and for that I am so grateful. 

    Don't worry we plan on visit this lady again. I am a bit stubborn and don't give up on people that easily. 

     In our area we have some pretty amazing people that we are teaching. One is named Glenn. He is such a sweet man in his 60's. Sadly he was told by the doctors that he only has about 1-6 months to live. He found out about the church through a friend and has been investigating for about 5 months now. He loves that families are forever since his daughter was killed while in high school. Teaching him is always fun and the spirit is always present. However, before he wouldn't commit to be baptized because he wants his wife to join. She refuses and wants nothing to do with the church. So almost every week Glenn hobbles into church by himself. He is such an example to me of the importance of coming to church even though you don't feel good.  This week while in a  lesson with him I felt the spirit prompt me to read a scripture with him.  Mosiah 18:9-10 which ask the question "What have you against being baptized in the name of the lord". He looked at me and said "Start warming the water up" He committed to be baptized but he is not ready to set a date yet because he want his wife to be there and to support him. So please keep Glenn in your prayers that his wife will allow us to come and talk to her so that she will commit to attend his baptism.  

    On a extremely positive note we have a baptism on the 13th of April. Maxine is getting baptized. She is so excited that while in Mexico she said I didn't give her enough homework that she ended up reading the entire Gospel Principles book. She is so cute and I just love spending time with her teaching her about the gospel. She already wants a calling and is willing to do what ever she can to serve the ward and follow the prophet. She was supposed to miss the women's broadcast because she was in Mexico but she felt after our conversion that it was important to be there so she ended her vacation early and forced her husband to take her home. She is simply incredible and has such a strong testimony of this gospel. I can't wait to see what is in store for her in the future. 

   I love servicing in this area it literally reminds me of home. It is filled with small town gossip and drama. Which honestly just makes me laugh. Lately we have been having tornado warnings which is really freaking people out. But none have touched down in our area just in local towns. Don't worry we are safe.

    Love Always

             Sister Johnson

  I forgot to mention this exciting news. (If you remember Jon the guy I met and taught on the plane this story is about him and an update on him) 

 I met this guy on the plane on my way to California. He was big and super intimidating. I didn't want to talk about the gospel with him for fear of public rejection and then I was stuck on a small plane with him for a few hours. But my missionary purpose kept flashing threw my head and I knew what I had to do. I had to open my mouth. So we started by talking about teaching he used to teach. Than it progressed to what I was doing on the plane. So I told him I was a missionary and what we do. He than looked at me and said ok then what would you teach me. Completely freaked out I prayed for the answer and I told him the plan of salvation. I would talk to him about his purpose on this earth etc. He took a breath and said well what made you say that. I was honest and said the spirit. He proceeded to explain that he had major depression and was bipolar. He went on to say he had plans on taking his life. He even went on to say how he was going to do it. I luckily had to deal with that often in vantage point. So we began to talk openly on how God has a plan for us and how we should not take that into our own hands. He was impressed and said he will keep fighting for his daughters. He also told me that the was going to stay and take care of his sick aunts for a few months. She happens to be lds. So I talked to him about reading her the Book of Mormon and what it was. He committed. I wanted to ask for his contact info when all of a sudden he said sister I have had this paper out for about an hour so I could get your contact information. I would like to hear about the work you are doing. I was so touched. Every week for the last six months I have sent him my mass emails along with every few weeks writing him a personal email. Such as teaching him the restoration in an email. Since our meeting he has attended church a few times and just last week wrote me saying three sister missionaries came to the door and he let them in because he knew me. I knew that was my purpose not to get him to baptism but to get him to finally be ready to accept the missionaries into his home. I was and am so happy and can't wait to see what is ahead for this man. His name is Jon.
    So it really means a lot to hear that you enjoy my letters because I really want them to be spiritually uplifting for not just Jon but everyone who reads them. Thank you.
      

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